Ephesians 6:13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

At this moment I wish I could tell you what it means to having done all. I am sorry. At this moment I can only tell you what is humanly possible to try and having done that failed.

Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

At the moment I am not seeing the path. Does that mean I am not trusting God or that I am still dependent upon understanding? Perhaps it is because I have not acknowledged him in all my ways. I am trying to walk in His Way. Have I strayed off the path? Have I lost my way?

In my heart I cannot say anything except I have tried. I’ve tried being patient, and failed. I’ve tried being at peace and I’ve failed.

For all the blessings, gifts, talents, and stewardship I have been given, I confess, I am no different than the next man.

Luke 7:9 When Jesus heard these things, he marvelled at him, and turned him about, and said unto the people that followed him, I say unto you, I have not found so great faith, no, not in Israel.

I am not hearing this. Now what?

Job 9:15-17 Whom, though I were righteous, yet would I not answer, but I would make supplication to my judge. If I had called, and he had answered me; yet would I not believe that he had hearkened unto my voice. For he breaketh me with a tempest, and multiplieth my wounds without cause.

Finally, the Word sends me someone who understand.