Psalm 19:14 English Standard Version (ESV) Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.

Is there a difference between pondering and meditation? Those that know will say yes. Those who do not know need Godly wisdom. What can’t it be simple? That is for the innocent. Since we have lost our innocence things get complicated. The important point here is acceptance. We want to please our Lord, our rock, our redeemer. Do we live our lives as if that were of paramount importance?

The words of our mouths are let loose into the world and have influence for either good or evil. If that were not true we would remain silent.

Psalm 4:4 English Standard Version (ESV) Be angry, and do not sin; ponder in your own hearts on your beds, and be silent. Selah

There is that word Selah again indicating something substantial has been said and should give us pause. Those who are silent are willing to hear the truth that stirs within. Our hearts are not alone in those of us that have accepted Jesus Christ. Acceptance begins with hearing the truth and then obedience. It is not enough to know truth, we must act upon it.

When to speak and what to say in Kingdom living comes from the abiding life of Christ and doing that is as easy as letting go. How easy is it to let go of our opinion? How easy is it to let go of our fear? How easy is it to let go of our resentment? All these and more interfere with His Glory shining forth.

Letting go and letting God is so simple and yet we are reluctant to give up control. Obedience of faith implies there is something we need to do. Obedience of faith is the opportunity for God to do His will through us if we trust Him to do in us what we cannot do ourselves.

Luke 2:19 English Standard Version (ESV) But Mary treasured up all these things, pondering them in her heart.

The first thing Mary did was take it to heart. Care was indicated. Careful consideration is at the core of the pondering heart. Thoughts can run through our minds so fast that we don’t have time to give them a second thought. Then there are the curiosities. We all do love a good mystery. Maybe not, I can only speak for myself.

I had several candidates of scripture to choose from to begin this devotional. I was looking for this particular one and it was found. The reason for choosing this verse comes from the issue of the resident of our heart, the Spirit of Truth and our Lord Jesus Christ. We have taken them to heart and if we take those things we care about to heart, they will shine light upon those cares.

My pondering heart this morning considered the issue of innocence. It has been so long since I was innocent that I cannot honestly recall what it felt like. We define so much in our bible studies and it seems that we neglect innocence as a topic because we were in need of a savior. We are guilty. Our guilt is no longer an issue thanks to the work of the Cross of Jesus Christ. His sacrifice paid the price for our punishment but did not undo the deeds we have done.

Perhaps that is as good a definition of innocence as I can come up with. Innocence has not done it. What it is can be defined as the loss of innocence. What was done is irrelevant. Sin is sin and does not need to be qualified, categorized or marginalized. It is the awareness of guilt that places each of us in the category of needing salvation. How it comes and when it comes is personal to each of us. It happened so long ago many of us do not remember what innocence feels like.

I do know how it feels to be forgiven.